Month: September 2020

A lot of times I need validation in what I’m doing. I try to get it internally, like “good for me!” but I value it more from other people. Specific people. One person. But that person is gone, so now I’m back to internal and other people. Follow me on this, as I read that… Continue reading You’re on the right track

There are two things you need to come to terms with when you have cancer, or when your spouse has cancer- mortality and preparation. Everything about your life will change. Some of it can be positive. A lot will be negative. The bubble around your life and your family you didn't know was there is… Continue reading All the prep you can manage

For the first time in a long time I have therapy homework. It's been a while. It's to repeat this new mantra to myself: "get rid of the judgement." It might seem easy. I might pass it off as done and done, but there is no harder person on me than myself. And as hard… Continue reading Get rid of the Judgement

Let me start by telling you that I love dark green cars. I think they are snazzy, they look really pretty, and I just love them. But I am not allowed to own one. My first cars were green, and one way or another they all wrecked. My last one I owned for a total… Continue reading Green Cars vs Blue Cars

There's no running from grief, but you don't always need to "face it head on." There are times when you just need a break. That doesn't mean you aren't acknowledging what happened anymore, you just need a break. I have been in that break space for a bit now. A week? Two? A few days?… Continue reading Photo Printing